February 1, 2018 § Leave a comment

So I think I’m back. For real this time. Actually, I’m just hoping it will stick this time and I get back to writing regularly. The past year was emotionally draining and I did a lot of escapism, mostly via video gaming. Just off the top of my head, I played about 1000 hours on 2 consoles, and that does not even include play time on my phone. I didn’t do much of anything else. I’ve practically ignored my reading list and watch list except for some shows on Netflix.

Some updates. My Nanay’s cancer is back after more than 10 years. She finally agreed to get treatment again October last year. Yeah, that took so much from me. No, actually, it still does. It scares me a lot and some times I just shake when the fear and anxiety hit me. All I can do is pray and make things easier for her. My life right now revolves around her.

Oh I also changed jobs in the company. I think there currently is an underlying drama involving me. Some teammates told me recently that there were some who talked behind my back about petty things work-related and some totally not. I really did not mind when I first heard because I am confident I didn’t do anything wrong or anything against them. But it baffles me and frankly, it frustrates and hurts me. If there is one thing I am proud of, I can honestly say I have great work ethics. I am also generally fair to everybody I know, even when they don’t deserve it. Anyway, I don’t want to be rant-y and really, I can take it. It’s just one of those realities in life that you’ve got to accept. I could fight back but what good would that do? Doing so will just add more drama and I don’t need that at work. I have a lot at home and I just couldn’t handle petty drama at work. Anyway, I recently got validation from my new boss and it made me feel better. I feel vindicated.

So yeah, this is actually what made me think to come back here. I’ve always felt that this blog is a safe haven, one where I can just say what I want to say, to talk about things I love, and really just to express myself. I will try my hardest to write more. I also want to do stuff I skipped the last year like reading. I do have a lot more games to play though but I will space my time out for other activities. I’m looking forward to it!


May The 4th Be With You!

May 4, 2016 § Leave a comment

Hey everyone! It’s been awhile! I’m back! And to celebrate, I wanna share the best thing I’ve seen since the 2nd episode of Game of Thrones season 6 where a certain someone came back too!

Be warned! This video is incredibly mesmerizing and addicting!


Gonna Make You Sweat

January 29, 2016 § Leave a comment

I just had to share this epic dance mashup from Youtube user Robert Jones.



The Year That Was 2015

January 2, 2016 § 1 Comment

I intentionally skipped doing my annual new year’s post on the first because I was exhausted. I had merely 3 hours of sleep because of NYE celebrations and then went ice skating. When we got home, I was ready to crash but my nephew insisted on playing Star Wars monopoly. I also had to finish the last Sims Freeplay quest because it was ending and I wanted more hairstyle choices, lol. So yeah, I slept past midnight.

I played with the idea to completely skip it this year but I really don’t want to break what has become a personal tradition. So I’m writing this at work in between interval reports (thanks to the holiday quiet).

2015 was a sad and difficult year.

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Malipayong Pasko sa Tanan (This Year’s Christmas Post)

December 25, 2015 § Leave a comment

Losing a loved one to death is the most heartbreaking of all heartbreakers. My family lost someone so dear to us just two months past and celebrating Christmas has been difficult.

We were able to rise above our sadness though and got into the season. This afterall is about the birth of Jesus Christ, our savior. Happy birthday, Jesus!

I thank the Lord God, who despite the troubles, has showered us with enough blessings to get by. We offer our celebrations in your name.

Have a wonderful Christmas everyone!


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